Monday, January 19, 2009

Conflicting Causes?


I have been very concerned again recently with how often it seems that those on “my side” say and do the most perplexing things. It seems like the Biblical injunction to be wise as serpents yet harmless as doves is turned on it’s head with no thought given to the consequences before a lost and dying world. The most recent example was a quote I saw from a Pastor who stated how excited he was to celebrate General Robert E. Lee day. The statement was made today (MLK day) and was defended as simply the choice to celebrate a Godly man instead of a “womanizer.”

Frankly, the above statement shocks me. Either the person in question is monumentally stupid, or he’s monumentally stupid. The other option which I wont consider would be blatant racism. We don’t live in a vacuum! The things we say and do have REAL consequences! Why are we picking such absurd battles to fight? The facts are that most of America respects Dr. King (rightly or wrongly) and that he is seen as the “patron saint” of the civil rights movement. This is VISCERALLY personal for multiple millions of Americans. So, let’s suggest replacing that celebration with one for a Confederate General (irrelevant that he was a great Christian, in this context the Civil War is a powder keg) and then defend it as simply honoring a more deserving man. Why is it that we would risk alienating and needlessly hurting SO many people who we would otherwise want to reach for Christ? I digress…

The same thing seems to be happening all around me. I attended a “ One Man One Woman” rally in Trenton and held my placard up high only to lower it and wish I could shrink into the crowd as I heard some of the foolish things said from the platform. The same could be said in the abortion battle, the war against Christmas (as my good friend blogged about) and many other battles we choose to engage in.

I think we need to ask ourselves some serious questions! Do our causes conflict? Am I really willing to expend all of my ammo and slam shut all of my open doors fighting side battles, and not on the MAIN thing? For the sake of the Gospel, let’s pick our battles more carefully!
P.S. The picture is intended as satire. Could it be that in their eyes we look even more stupid?
Hidden in Him,
Tony

Friday, January 9, 2009

Gazing on His beauty or do-do religion?


I have been captivated at the beginning of this year by my need to simplify my Christian life again - return to basics, if you will! The Lord has brought this home for me in several ways, one was on a prayer and fasting day we held at church. It was really cool to sense the Holy Spirit direct us to Psalm 27. As we meditated on it and shared with each other, it was obvious that He was speaking to us. Very specifically, we were riveted on verse 4.

One thing have I asked of the LORD, that will I seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD and to inquire in his temple.

What was wild about this was that it was the exact opposite of what I was leaning towards at the start of this year! There is a TON of work to be done! As always, there are incredible needs in the ministry as well as the burden of our church plant. I felt the pressure and the “need” to encourage (push) our people to DO more. In fact, I was strongly leaning towards a theme for the year centered around the idea of “rising up to the task” or some such call to work. I don’t discount the need for more workers and more effort, yet it seemed as if God was calling me to recomputed and be reminded about the goal! THE ACTUAL GOAL!

Think of David… gazing on His beauty… what a picture! You can’t gaze in a hurry! You can’t gaze on His beauty while you busily do things for Him! We’re quickly reminded of Mary and Martha.
What does He really NEED from me? Was He impotent and unable to accomplish His chores, therefore He made me so I could help Him out? Did He not have the angels who could DO things for Him? Why do we so quickly boil the Christian life down to what we DO for Him. We may not actually SAY that, but in practice we so quickly DO that! We allow the Christian life to become “duty” and a check list of what I am accomplishing for Him. Is it possible that in my hurried scampering about He calls me to stop and gaze at his beauty?

Let’s get a definition.

Gaze - to look steadily and intently, as with great curiosity, interest, pleasure, or wonder.

Am I doing that? Do I have the time to do that? Is my life and my service characterized by awe, wonder and pleasure? As a Pastor, even if I am able to push and prod my people to “do” more, if there is no gazing going on has anything really been accomplished? At the end of the day is He going to be in awe of the work of my hands when I had no time to be in awe of HIM? Don’t we get this turned around so quickly?

I am reminded of all the “doing” of my legalistic past - all of the check-lists that were hoisted upon me and that I gladly piled on others. Was God impressed? Was I changed? Was ANYTHING of actual value produced or were we simply impressing each other with our “do-do religion.” Of late I have run across people I grew up with. People who were screamed at, yelled at, pushed and prodded to measure up… and today so many of them couldn’t possibly be further from those “lists.” My heart breaks to survey the landscape littered with broken and hurt people who never knew the pleasure of gazing on His beauty and now have left legalism only to embrace license and even more emptyness. I remember well the emptiness in my relationship with Christ even as I checked of every box on my list. What a joy it was to experience His grace, yet, I can so quickly fall back into that mode! We’re driven by accomplishment, by doing something. It fools us into a greater sense of self-worth. “Surely God must be glad He has me on His team.” “If every one in this church did as much as me…” If you’re honest, you’ve thought it to.

We proclaim boldly that justification is by faith alone, yet in practice we seem to believe that sanctification is by works. II Corinthians 3:18 seems to disagree.

And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.

How does the change come? Beholding/gazing on His face, the Holy Spirit changes us into His image. All of my doing for Him means NOTHING unless it flows from GAZING upon Him. We might all agree with that in theory but in practice we feel we must see results, so we drive ourselves and others into harried little “Marys” and in the process suck the relationship right out of it! If it doesn't FLOW from Him it doesn't please Him! It can't! Is it possible that all of my running around in circles is actually counter-productive?

My church doesn’t need to “do” more, we need to gaze on His beauty. I have this funny feeling that more will actually get accomplished! For those who immediately say… It can’t be that simple, we have to DO something, I present Paul’s arguments in Romans! It IS FAITH alone, however faith that will not remain alone. I submit that a heart that is gazing on His beauty will be moved by His Spirit to DO in His power and for HIS glory! I submit we quickly get it all backwards. Have you been gazing on His beauty of late? He’s pretty awesome!



In His grace

Tony